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 Damn i wish i was home right now... i am currently stranded here in a mall near our house and i can't get out of here because its raining hard outside,,,,, i wish i could go home, i wish i could be with my mom right now and i wish that i'm not so afraid... i'm crying here cause for the first time of my life i really feel helpless and alone.. i don't want to feel like this.. my mom is devastated and i don't know whats happening at home... our house is in chaos and i'm worried about them, especially my little sister.. my mom says its like a dream and she feels like its all a dream but its not.. its all really happening.. the whole city is flooded and everywhere you turn you see people stranded... the city is closed and it looks like a dead city... maybe someday i'll look back in this experience and say that i had one hell of an adventure and i won't remember how i felt helpless and afraid... i'll even laugh about this someday... someday, but not today.. today my minds all mixed up... my emotions are in shambles and i really feel like i'm gonna get sick since i got caught in a rain a while ago... i hate this, i hate the rain, i hate the flood and i hate that i'm not with my family...

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